CALLED: New look!

Saturday, September 17, 2005

New look!

Ok, I finally changed my blog skin. Edited the picture on top myself to better reflect my theme. =)

I've good news! I collected my Pysch poster on Thursday. I got 7/10 and weak knees after looking at the marks. I think they calculated a mark out of 10 points because it was equal to 10% of the total mark. So I shall take it to be 70%, which is Distinction. Not quite High Distinction yet, but getting there :D

I still feel the fear of doing horribly despite all the prayers and effort I've put in. I guess it's inevitable, after 3 whole years of doing really badly academically. Still learning to trust and surrender completely each and every time. But I think He's showing me, moment by moment and day by day, what He can and WILL do for me. I just have to keep my eyes fixed on Him and never give up.

Thursday, me, Hannah and Sheena went tracting. We took the peace angbaos and went door to door in the Tiong Bahru area. Actually we had planned to go to Hannah's neighbourhood, but after dinner everyone was a little lazy. But I guess even that was part of God's awesome plan, because we had a totally unexpected enounter.

We met this 19 year old guy who offered to help us distribute the angbaos to his friends! And he's not even Christian. We got his contact number, and hopefully he will be coming tomorrow. I am sure it was no coincidence but divine intervention. Perhaps God wants to do something in his life, and we were the vessels He used. I think it's so exciting, and I'm so GLAD I suggested to go tracting together!! =D And I am indeed blessed to have my sisters with me in this journey.

(Yes I know you all are dying to know: Is the guy cute?? We thought he was. xP)

I also collected my Comm. essay today: 64%. I must admit I was a bit disappointed, because if you remember my goal is to get HD! But then I remembered this Australian girl posting on the forum that she had gotten only 45% (which is a fail), and the rest who replied about their marks also got about 60+% too. I remember being seized by irrational fear after reading her post, because she seemed to be quite active on the forum, though I wasn't sure about the quality of her posts. But anyway, I've still got a Credit, which is not so bad. Besides, after 3 years of Ds, Es, Os, and Fs - I am not kidding, it was that bad! I really shouldn't be complaining.

I'm still determined to get my HDs. I believe I can. I believe God can. And for His glory, I believe He will.

Lord, help me to look to You always.

posted by esther @ 10:02 PM

2 Comments:

At 9:28 AM, "s0n|c'C@libr3,, said…

thx 4 yr encouragements :)

u'll get yr HDS. At least i pray that u'll get :P

God bless.
At 10:16 PM, esther said…

hi jason,
i definitely need prayers...esp for my upcoming 2 assignments which are due on wed...i'm rather behind schedule really. i shall keep you in prayer too.

hi km,
i think he really has excellent designs!! please help me to pray for my next 2 assignments, which i'm doing now. actually what i really need right now is peace.