| Friday, September 17, 2004 |
| Sometimes I Hate Blogs. |
But only when they happen to be the only thing that tells me about people I'm supposed to be closed to, and I am suddenly relegated to reading about their lives like I'm reading the newspaper. When they suddenly seem as distant as the moon.
It's happened twice, with different people. Why. :(
Do we hang on to things because they're what we've known for so long? Yes, I cannot imagine living without. I would feel somehow incomplete without. And I know I shouldn't be thinking that, but I do. When something matters so much and yet frustrates so much. Maybe I'm just being paranoid and anal retentive. Maybe sometimes people just need a break. Did I handle it wrongly. Say thing I shouldn't have. What do I do now. Leave and let it be? Would I lose a part of it.
Maybe, I just need to pray.
Alright. On the brighter side, someone out there thinks I am wise. Oh, wisdom! Would that I may be able to apply it to this situation.
I wish I could read her mind. Then maybe I would understand, and know. What to do. |
posted by esther @ 1:51 AM  |
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