Tuesday, September 30, 2003 |
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Today was not a good day. Sort of had a disagreement, or whatever, with my best friend. We got pissed with each other. She feels I've not been studying and is worried, and the way she put it across...just pissed me off. This is so bloody unchristian. Right. So I haven't been working as hard as I should be. Well, I'm starting to pick up the speed already. Today, I did one Stats option paper. In the midst of doing another, from NJC Prelims from donno what year. But so what? I don't think I need to tell her, look, I'm working hard now. Why do I have to justify myself? My studies are crap. I bloody well know that. So sue me. I just don't like to talk about it with anyone, the only exception being God, cos' I can't and do not want to hide anything from Him.
Urgh. I suppose I am in the wrong. I don't know. Just damn pissed. The Bible says not to let the sun set on anger and disagreement. Heck, it's already 11:07 now. The sun set 4 hours ago. And I'm still angry. Don't exactly feel like resolving it either. Have to see her tomorrow for tuition.
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posted by esther @ 11:10 PM  |
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